Uni Life 2

(To tell you the truth, I had a difficult time adapting life with new friends,( yeah.. with less than 5 Malays I seen in one day).. To converse and approaching people in English.. gagagaga.. I turned to be a silent girl for the whole semester... This is what I would change in the next Smester.. InsyaAllah.. amin..

To reflect, I realised that I tend to escape from the problem.. I had difficulties in the CBL session.. It makes me hate the session at first, and then I tried to picked my self up again.. Then I returned to the cycle of hating and accepting it again..

I felt empty..

I felt lonely, Thank God I have supportive Seniors and housemates.. Alhamdulillah..

To escape, I procrastinate.. I forgot the joy of Medicine.. I forgot why I wanted to take up Medicine..

The first semester had always been the hardest for me.. And this was the worse..

As I went through study week, there are no class, so it gave me time to think.. To think back of who am I and who am I used to be..

Today, the 23rd of June 2010, 4 days more to go for the last paper of Medicine First Year..

I had some kind of enlightment from Allah.. with true kesedaran of ME..

In the next paper,

InsyaAllah.. I'll do my best.. because I actually love Resource so muchh.. It was just that I had been blurred by all sorts of problem etc.. Please pray for my success friendss..

Second semester, the REAL Sakinah will be back..

Ya Allah, Please give me the strengh.. to be the best khalifah.. as I can be.. amin..

Uni Life

My uni life started with orientation weeks.. (obviously).. Lots lots of introductory lectures for 2 weeks.. And I had my first visit to the Ray Last anatomy lab.. It was exciting.. ( except the smell. yeah) I FELT SYMPATHY TO THE PERSONS WHO BEQUETHED THEIR BODY TO THE LAB.. I TOLD MYSELF THAT I WILL DO MY BEST, SO THAT IT WILL BE KIND OF WORTH IT FOR THEM TO GIVES US THIS PRIVILEGE..

My first CBL session..

my first CBL group members were:

Jess Zimmer, Matt Borg, Jeremy Khong, Lara, Arrabella, Zoe Teh, and new girl from Sydney.. preety Sommai Nguyen.. =)

Our first CBL session was a reflection on our experience in the Anatomy Lab and we did an MPPD session together.. It was about surviving in a cold hostile condition together.. pick list of important things to escape and survive.. yada yada yada..

new life

Assalamualaikum...

It has been almost four months since I arrived in Adelaide. To be honest, i was kind of lost throughout the period. New friends, new environment, new weather, new things, NEW LIFE..

For reflection,

I arrived at Adelaide with 2 new friends, which I met at the airport. They are Ainul and Aishah. I could still remember the night of my flight to Adelaide. I arrived at the Airport late, I was wearing Purple new blouse with black pants and veil. The flight delayed from 9pm I think to 6.30 am on the next morning. I spent a night at a hotel provided by MAS, with yayang and Amer. Syaza and her sister paid me a visit at that night. Me and yayang went back to KLIA to have KFC, and to meet Miza, Safura and Taty.

My first impression on Ainul was: Budak cantik.. hehe

Aishah: muke garang.. haha

Just first impression.. It turns out different actually.. hehe.. I mean, Aishah is cantik too and Aishah is not garang after all.. hehe

The moment I get into the departure gate for International Flight, the feeling was not as what I imagined all this while.. Rase biase je.. maybe because i was not ready to fly after all.

I almost cried the moment Abid's feet touches the escalator to the departure gate.. My thought was "Abid must felt releived and being so grateful.. after all the suffers in SAM".

But me.. I felt biase je.. huhuh

Then, I headed to where I supposed to.. It was my first international flight.. My first time going overseas.. Then I sat with Aishah and Ainul.. I t was quite awkward because I barely knew them.. huhu..

I haven't solat Subuh.. the flight delayed again to 8.30am.. Aishah helped me out to throw the Praying Mat.. While Ainul used her iPod touch to determine the Kiblat..it turned out unsuccessful I think, then we asked the officer for the Kiblat direction.. The Sejadah was actually Ainul's shawl.. Thanks friends!! ^_^

I was still feeling kind of awkward.. But they are being really helpful.

hurm.. the first ever!!

blogging.. i never thought tat i will do this..
and finally here i am, in the midst of my interview,,
hopefully, i will get a lot of benefit, so do the readers.. huhu
apela yg ak merepek ni..